random man from hamburg. self-destructive empath. miss the old world daily. just trying to stay sane and own something. very aware that the collapse is nigh.
there's a moment in KNOWING (2009) where nicolas cage is so done with his MIT peer ben mendelsohn questioning him, he says something like "I KNOW DUDE i'm just saying that THIS is fucking WEIRD and i want to know what the FUCK it means, OKAY???!" and it's so unbelievably funny
my favorite film is 25TH HOUR. there's a melancholy there of having to say goodbye. to a life, to a world, to a city, to a future, when you are just not ready. it's one of the most honest versions i've ever seen. the fact that it's filmed in brooklyn right after 9/11 is just...
i'm kind of still not over the fact that kobe bryant died in a helicopter crash with his little daughter or that rob reiner was stabbed to death alongside his wife by their son in a hollywood mansion. i mean, wtf man.