#1 "33 Pesan Nabi: Jaga Mata, Jaga Telinga, Jaga Mulut"

Dari Said Bin Abu Burda R.A., dari ayah dan datuknya, dari Nabi S.A.W., sabdanya: "Setiap orang muslim wajib bersedekah". Lalu ada orang bertanya: "Bagaimana kalau dia tidak sanggup?". Jawab Nabi S.A.W. "Dia harus bekerja untuk memberi manfaat kepada dirinya dan supaya dia dapat bersedekah". Tanya: "Bagaimana sekiranya dia tidak sanggup?". Jawab Nabi S.A.W. "Menolong orang yang memerlukan pertolongan". Tanya: "Bagaimana sekiranya dia tidak sanggup juga?". Jawab: "Mengajak kepada kebajikan atau kebaikan". Tanya: "Bagaimana dia tidak sanggup juga?". Jawab: "Menahan diri dari melakukan kejahatan juga adalah sedekah" (H.R. Muslim, No: 1676)

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Masjid Biru, Istanbul

Uncertainty. Guilty.

Hi,

I know it has been a while. But, believe me, I have never had the intention to stop writing. I have always loved writing. I have finished my degree, after 6 years, finally it's over. Now, thinking of where I will get posted really makes my mind go crazy. Plus, the issue of posting among IPG students still has not been resolved. I really pray that Allah makes it easy for our posting. Duit mengalir lagi laju dari air, and now sumber pun tak dapat nak cekup. Hampeh. Prabih beras je.

What my future holds...

I don't know for sure and I will never have the answers for that question. Whenever I think of the future, I always dream of something happy and blessed. At one point, I'm afraid. Afraid of the uncertainty. So, I guess, I'm not going to talk about this uncertainty future of mine. Let it be, and I know Allah knows better than I do. 

Guilty. 

I can't deny the guilty feeling I have and I can't push it away even if I wanted to. I'm sorry. I truly am. If only, I have the strength to say it, maybe this guilt won't haunt me. I wish you well. I really do. May Allah bless you and give you all success in life.