chat time
Okay, this is ridiculous but I wrote most of this post over a month ago. I don't really feel like changing it to sound like I just wrote it so I'm going with how it is. So here's a little bit about life a month ago (stuff in the different font) and most likely it is still the same now:
Man, I hate this....two weeks have gone by and I haven't posted anything. Partly because our computer has been really dumb and shutting off and not working. But Steve figured out it was the monitor and I just bought a new one today so now we are good. It is huge and bright and nice. I like it a lot. We realized that our old monitor we bought when Steve started at Purdue. That's like 8 years ago!! So now I can be on the computer and work on a post. The other reason I haven't posted is I just don't have time. The older kids won't go to bed until 9 and it is driving me crazy. I'm ready for bed at 9....I don't have the energy or time to get anything done in the evening when the kids are up so late. I've been trying to keep a list of all the things I wanted to blog about but I still can't remember everything. I hate that I'm missing all these little daily things that I like to keep track of. So I think I'll just do a little blurb about each kid.
Chandler
*He told me last week that school was only invented to make kids miserable- as he threw a fit on the walk to school because the neighbors ran ahead and wouldn't wait for him and he was yelling after them and they wouldn't listen and he said, "it's like I'm not even here!". Breaks my heart because he has said that more than once to me but at the same time he freaks out and throws these huge fits and of course no one is going to listen to him.
*On his Friday journal the past two weeks he has written, "I wish writing would disappear!!!!!!!!". Poor kid has the hardest time with writing. He struggles so much with it and it is starting to be a problem at school. His teacher said we can get an IEP for it so hopefully that will help.
*He started soccer and Steve is his coach. I hope it goes well for them. I had to exchange his standard size age group uniform for the age group above him. How is our kid so huge?!? (yeah, this is the last week of soccer- so I guess I really did write this a long time ago. Steve had fun coaching but Chandler is just so painful to watch, he's not doing soccer in the spring.)
*This week there have been a few issues but before that, Chandler has been being pretty good lately and pleasant to be around. It's a nice breath of fresh air to have him like that.
Emery
*I miss Emery during the day. She cheers Beckett up and makes him cooperate. She is like his cheerleader when he won't get ready or do what I need him to do. She has a way of convincing him to cooperate and I love it.
*She is amazing me with school. I am so proud of her for being so brave about it all. I think she likes it and she is so good about getting ready in the morning and will help me pack lunches and is just an awesome child. (Not so much the good child getting ready for school anymore. She has been horrible everyday throwing fits about clothes and not wanting to go to school. It has been miserable and heartbreaking and so so so hard.)
*Emery started soccer too. She is adorable in her way too big uniform. Though not surprising she has issues with the socks and cleats and won't wear them. She is one picky girl when it comes to clothes. It kills me because I see so many cute girl clothes and I just want her to wear skinny jeans and flats and cute tops and leggings and boots and all that cute stylish stuff and she will have none of it.
*Emery is awesome at soccer and totally gets the game and averages 3 goals a game usually. One week she had 5 I think! I'm sad it's her last game but she will play again in the spring if she wants to. That girl is a hustler and gives it her all.
Beckett
*The kid is obsessed with money right now. He carries around change everywhere and has a little money pouch full of it. One morning he was begging me for more by telling me his money monster was so hungry and needed more money. Good one buddy.
*He told Steve one night that he didn't have those things that leak milk- haha!
*Thankfully the past few nights he hasn't done this but he was coming into our room every night and climbing into our bed. I would let him stay for awhile until I went crazy from it and then get up and move him back to his bed. I got so sick of it I made him a little bed on our floor. It kind of worked but he still annoyed me because I could hear him sucking his thumb. I am a light sleeper and hear everything- just ask Steve how often he gets kicked in the night because of him breathing to loud.
*I brought Beckett to My Gym this week for a trial class. I used to bring Chandler there when he was Beckett's age. Beckett was so so so adorable and so good. He loved it. I was planning on signing him up but I figured I would take advantage of the free trial class first:)
Atticus
*At church, as soon as the organ starts playing, Atticus's hand is in the air conducting. It is adorable.
*Atticus shows his love by the "smack down". He loves just smacking his hands down on you- especially if you are laying on the floor.
*He is obsessed with balls and loves kicking and picking up and throwing them all the time.
*He is pretty independent and hangs with the big kids in the backyard a lot. He climbs the swing set and then turns himself around and goes down the slid and then repeats. It's pretty cute to watch.
*Loves loves loves dogs and animals in general. Our neighbors have a big lab and little tiny dog. He loves them both and shrieks and shrieks when they come out.
*He says dada and mama and I'm pretty sure he says drink (ink). That's about all. He gets his point across with lots of grunting and eehhing and reaching.
*I only nurse Atticus at night now. I cut him off during the day but he nurses before bed- usually in the middle of the night (grrr) and in the morning. I really need to stop because he basically just likes using me as a pacifier and it's getting annoying. Plus we just booked a 3 night getaway in December so I have to stop by then.
There is so much more day to day stuff I would love to jot down but I just can't seem to get around to blogging. I feel so busy all the time but half the time I'm so overwhelmed that I just don't do anything because I don't know what to do first.
I'm feeling sad because we never went to a pumpkin patch this year and I haven't taken pictures of the kids in their costumes yet and I have no clue when it will happen. Emery won't even wear hers- surprise!- not really surprised at all. whine whine whine
Okay, at least I have costumes for my kids and I can stay home and don't have to work and I have the talent and ability to make costumes for them and I'm blessed with 4 lovely children and a wonderful husband and 2 cars and big enough house and everything I need plus some. I need to remember the talk I just read.
"There is something that would take away the bitterness that may come into our lives. There is one thing we can do to make life sweeter, more joyful, even glorious. We can be grateful." ~Dieter F. Uchtdorf