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Saturday, July 31

same thing today as usual.. woke up.. drove to school and attended computer class.. then rushed back home for lunch.. at 12.30pm next thing ya know, Chemistry tuition at 2pm.. it's my least favourite time of the day, imagine wherever u're headed, rows of red lights forming barracades and cars moving as slow as particles.. well.. let's see at least I learnt something today.. did I?

Sent my friend home after hanging out at the mall, sped back home.. for no specific reason for why I'm doing it.. I created a pencil sketched Jpeg format picture of me through "intensive and extensive" touch-ups by photoshop judging by the horrendous pictures I've taken.. and uploaded into friendster.. took me about 1 hour for it to be done.. imagine that.. but I'm pretty pleased with what I did.. although I'm not that pleased with the face in the picture.. a good friend of mine claims that it doesn't really look like me.. sigh..

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Today was supposed to be my nite off from my never-ending misery of constant stares on the blackboard, not to mention occasional projector screens.. but since I'm dead broke and miserable.. ended up driving out with ken "makan angin".. today just wasn't my night...

Sometimes life can't be what u want it to be.. it's really hard to cope with this "long and winding road" without misleading urself.. all u can rely on are only ur friends and people that cares.. Thinking back.. I wonder.. am I actually alone in this world or is there anyone or anything that's worth living for? LoL.. well answer's pretty obvious.. NOTHING..

Pressing the keys on the keyboard now at T1 cybercafe at 3rd mile with my buddy.. One's a total online game freak and one's a net surfer.. guess which one's me.. the staff's pulling down the panes and me and my friend still stuck to the monitor screen..

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Dezmond sprouts at 7/30/2004 11:02:00 PM | Permalink

i'm behind my parents.. dad was driving.. i'm listening to my dad's engine while he changed the gear from 3 to 4... i looked up.. i saw 11:11am.. very familiar.. coz i always see 11:11am on the clock in my car.. couldn't be bothered..

i woke up early in the morning.. brushed my teeth.. washed my face.. ate my breakfast.. when to schoool.. boring subject started my boring day.. BM.. then Physics.. and BI.. then history.. during history i asked my friend.. 'what time woi.. sien ar.. when's the bell gonna ring?'. 'fuck you look at your own watch.. ' he said.. i forgot.. my watch was on my wrist... who cares.. just glanced through my watch.. saw the time.. and continued listening to my teacher. talking about boring parliments..

wait... what was the time again.... it was 11:11am.. i looked back.. from 11:11am it changed to 11:12.. for the second time.. i didn't care much about what time it was.. the only thing i knew was 48 minutes more for the last bell to ring.

i reached home...in the car.. asked my mom.. 'sometimes.. 11:11 really caught our attention yeah? '11:11 that's the only time with 4 digits the same.. 22.22 are hard to see... you don stay up that late.. and.. there's no 22.22am? as there're 11.11am and pm.. you see them more often' she replied. 'but.. you see them don you?' .. 'yeah.. last night..' she answered.

after supper.. i switched on my laptop.. connected to the internet.. and surfed the net.. went to.. of course www.house-o-celebs.com to check if there's any updates.. and cnn.com.. and so...o..

there's this site.. explaining crop circles.. and there.. i could feel.. like a cube of ice.. ran behind neck in 0.1 seconds... and the wated from the ice dipped on both my hands.. cold..

' People Around the World are reporting that They See 11.11 everywhere, Time when Scientist deducted that the latest Crop cirlcles occured.. shaping II II on Whitshire '

..................... i looked back... it's 11:11pm

Dezmond sprouts at 7/26/2004 11:11:00 PM | Permalink

so there i was at the local cinema with popcorn/mineral water in hand waiting in line for the 10.15 king arthur show on a wednesday night. damn lucky...there were only 2 good seats left & me and my neighbor just happened to get those 2 seats. at rm5 each...the wonders of wednesday night movies. couldn't believe my luck...there was this guy ahead of us but he didn't buy it...wonder why. hmmm. anyways, we were there waiting for the cineplex doors to open up to the throngs of happy movie watchers, leng luis, annoying ppl who comment on every damn thing that goes on in the movie loudly, etc etc. so then my neighbor starts talking bout stuff...and for some reason i drop my half of regular sized popcorn to the fall, and its contents begin to spill out all over the entrance of the cinema doors. there was this long silence like "...........................". so quiet you could hear the wind blowing. all you could hear was me going "f*ck! shit soi ar!".

then everyone stared at me...then at the floor which was covered with wonderful honey-coated popcorn. you could almost hear the workers going "aduh...kimak ali budak tok...bikin kerja lebih". sigh...wonderful. we wanted to redeem my embarrassment by ripping off the "Honey" poster after the movie but was foiled by the mentioned cinema workers who were still giving me the eye. an AVP poster would've been nice too...the one with the Alien on it. but damnit at 12.30am there were still ppl hanging 'round the counter facing all the posters. shit. a "Honey" poster would have looked damn gaya in my room, hot babe and all. it was my neighbor's idea. really.

later that night was kept awake my images from the trailers of "The Sisters" and "The Village". bloody freaky.

oh, and king arthur was a pretty gaya film.

Dezmond sprouts at 7/22/2004 10:47:00 AM | Permalink

Yahoo found out I got straight distinctions for my sem 1 finals. i am soooooo stoked. wait... it's only sem 1 of 5 sems... so i guess this is only the beginning. ahaha. oh btw dezmond owes me dinner at carvery.

wait...was that the other way round?

Dezmond sprouts at 7/16/2004 05:47:00 PM | Permalink

ArgH.. it's been like hell these few days.. my homework's piling up.. dun even get a single crap what my chemistry teacher's blabbering about (just to make things clear, it's her problem, not mine..) all my teacher seems to be amateurs.. sigh THanks to the excellent administrative arrangements in our school.. :/

Forced to do a physic experiment today based on a stupid INCOMPLETE classic typo photocopied piece of paper.. did it alrite, ended up with no idea on how to finish the bloody report.. honestly, I could care less.. hmmph.. Homework's been like hell.. two separate subjects for Math (imagine that!), Graph for PA and Physics, Chemistry tuition homeworks.. adding on more for the whole week.. it's a miracle I'm still breathing..

Considering hard on whether to take the interview on the second batch Prefect.. hmm.. It's a Freedom thingy kinda dilemma.. something like either choosing to live in a democratic human life or the animalistic dog-colar life thingy.. get what I mean? For prefects, no offense.. really, u're doing a great job! *cough cough*.. :þ

The competition last saturday was an utter disaster.. wait, hold on.. it wasn't.. because, NOTHING HAPPENED!! The headmaster fled to Manila on the last minute and the competition cannot be continued without the "majesty" 's presence.. leaving a whole burden on our Radio Club as we had ordered a huge amount of lunch food with a debt of RM1000+.. Thanks to the school.. hmmph.. I think they should've resolved the problem by now, hopefully.. Anyway.. for those involved.. the competition will be postponed till further notice..

Sigh.. 30 minutes spent on typing this post and 7 hours, 10 minutes, 16secs left till 12am for me to finish my studies and homework..

Lord give me strength..

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Dezmond sprouts at 7/13/2004 04:50:00 PM | Permalink

Fragile seams,
I opened up too quick and all my dreams,
Were walking out I'd slowly,
Lost my fire,
With every single man a river cried,
I had no sensation,
Completely numb,
left with no satisfaction,
I thought no-one could ever get me high again,
I swear,
I was not looking,
Oh,
waited so long,
I thought the real thing was a fake,
I thought it was a tool to break me down,
You proved me wrong again,

(Chorus)
If love were liquid it would drown me,
In a placeless place would find me,
In a heart shape come around me and then melt me slowly down,
If love were human it would know me,
In a lost space come and show me,
Hold me and control me and then,
Melt me slowly down,
Like chocolate,

Tastes so good,
My heart's been mended who'd have thought it would,
An empty bet and still I won the cash,
A man who I love and who,
Loves me back,
Oh,
waited so long,
For love to heal me so I'd feel it,
Thought it wasn't breathing then you came,
You proved me wrong again

(chorus x 2)

Like chocolate come here,
Zoom in,
catch the smile,
There's no doubt it's from you,
And I'm addicted to it now,
Just one look boy to melt me down,
Just one heart here to save me now,
Your candy kisses are sweet I know,
Hold me tight baby don't let go,
Just one look boy to melt me down,
Just one heart here to save me now,
Your candy kisses are sweet I know,
Hold me tight baby don't let go.

Dezmond sprouts at 7/13/2004 04:13:00 PM | Permalink

yea.. it's been a long time since I last posted.. been really busy with studies.. Hang on..did I actually said that? Wowww.. that's a first time..

Sigh.. things are really getting rough right UP there.. my brain is clogging with the utmost crappiest emotion that no other sane humans could ever experience.. Are we naturally occured born to be happy or troubled beings? Indeed we are humans.. WITH emotions..

I can't go on like this.. I can't..

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Dezmond sprouts at 7/03/2004 07:19:00 PM | Permalink